It’s not weird. Honestly I had my first boyfriend at 15 two years ago in December. He was a senior and I was a sophomore. That was the most emotional time period of my life because i was going through a lot. He helped me through some things and he was a good boyfriend but he got too comfortable with me. At first he was there and he would always text me before & after basketball games. We had a period where we broke up over Christmas break and got back together but shit wasn’t the same. We began to talk less and I felt like I wasted my time after that. I knew he was cheating because girls was all over this nigga because when a guy plays a sport and has scholarships lines up that’s when the “hoes” come out. Looking back at that relationship I feel like I was too young because I never really knew how to communicate when I knew he was cheating and he fucked up my emotions at times. Overall it was a mediocre relationship but it had it’s good moments. Anyways don’t waste your time like I did because I can’t get that time I invested in that relationship back. Don’t rush to get into one because we jumped into the relationship and when you jump into a relationship without knowing the person it makes it hard because you have to learn the person as you date. Take your time choosing a boyfriend.